Himitsukichi

[Chorus]
僕天才じゃない
I’m just living a lie
To think that people had such high hopes for me when I was young
Now I’m just a cockroach living off tax payer’s money
But hey that’s just life
At least I’ve got a cute face so come and kiss me honey

[Verse 1]
Some people say they were born in the wrong time
But I was born in the wrong world
The morals of the world and mine just don’t align
Never had any friends childhood birthday parties were always just me
Others could just hurt me and get away with it scot-free

[Pre-Chorus]
When I was little I was told it’s okay if you don’t fit in
You’re such a genius and we know you’re gonna make it big someday
You just gotta take it on the chin
and you’ll be rewarded and the pain will all go away

[Chorus]
僕天才じゃない
I’m just living a lie
To think that people had such high hopes for me when I was young
Now I’m just a cockroach living off tax payer’s money
But hey that’s just life
At least I’ve got a cute face so come and kiss me honey

[Verse 2]
As I grew older I began to feel better about my youth
I truly thought I could succeed
But then the truth became crystal clear
I’m an evil person by this world’s standards
and the people I despise are the good people here

[Pre-Chorus]
When I was little I was told it’s okay if you don’t fit in
You’re such a genius and we know you’re gonna make it big someday
You just gotta take it on the chin
and you’ll be rewarded and the pain will all go away

[Chorus]
僕天才じゃない
I’m just living a lie
To think that people had such high hopes for me when I was young
Now I’m just a cockroach living off tax payer’s money
But hey that’s just life
At least I’ve got a cute face so come and kiss me honey

[Bridge]
I will never find my people
I will never find the place where I belong
I will always have to hide myself
Fighting back will only make things worse
I will never find my people
I will never find the place where I belong
I will always have to hide myself
Fighting back will only make things worse

[Chorus]
僕天才じゃない
I’m just living a lie
To think that people had such high hopes for me when I was young
Now I’m just a cockroach living off tax payer’s money
But hey that’s just life
At least I’ve got a cute face so come and kiss me honey

[Outro]
僕はもう迷うっている

[Verse]
Sometimes I just feel empty inside
If I died tonight
Would the world really be worse off?
When I close my eyes
I fantasize about pulling the trigger of a gun
No
I’m too scared of death
But sometimes I think about it
Though

[Verse 2]
And sometimes I feel sad
Don’t wanna get out of bed
Just wanna be alone
Sometimes I feel sad
Don’t wanna get out of bed
Just wanna be alone

[Chorus]
Sometimes I think about what it’d be like if I died
Would anyone really be worse off?
Sometimes I think about it
Though
I offer nothing to this world
I wish I could just disappear into the unknown
And nobody would know

[Verse 3]
Sometimes I just feel empty inside
If I died tonight
Would the world really be worse off?
Sometimes when I’m in my room
I fantasize about strangling myself in the womb
No
I’m too scared of death
But sometimes I think about it
Though

[Verse 4]
And sometimes I feel sad
Don’t wanna get out of bed
Just wanna be alone
Sometimes I feel sad
Don’t wanna get out of bed
Just wanna be alone

[Chorus]
Sometimes I think about what it’d be like if I died
Would anyone really be worse off?
Sometimes I think about it
Though
I offer nothing to this world
I wish I could just disappear into the unknown
And nobody would know