Author Archives: Niwa
Meaningless Existence (song with lyrics)
[Verse]Sometimes I just feel empty insideIf I died tonightWould the world really be worse off?When I close my eyesI fantasize about pulling the trigger of a gunNoI’m too scared of deathBut sometimes I think about itThough [Verse 2]And sometimes I … Continue reading
LOVE Arc 2 Chapter 7
“…You’ve never been inside this house before?” Ariel and I are standing in front of the front door to the abandoned house. After spending several minutes in silence together, Ariel said she wanted to go inside for more privacy, and … Continue reading
I Want to Make Money
I made a post like this a while back on my old blog and then deleted it. But I’m going to come back around to this idea again. To put a long story short: I’m kind of a fuckup at … Continue reading
LOVE Arc 2 Chapter 6
Friday has rolled around, and I still haven’t been able to think of a real plan. It’s currently 11 AM, so there’s still a few hours before any of the schools lets out for the day. It’s not too out … Continue reading
Problems
This is going to be a short post. Without getting too personal and explicit about my real life, there are things going on in life where I can’t really work on anything right now. Sorry for being cryptic about the … Continue reading
LOVE Arc 2 Chapter 5
It would seem to be that Mildred was right about Ariel. The next few days have been far more peaceful for me. An annoying brat she may be, she’s still a kid with kid responsibilities to attend to. I still … Continue reading
Letter Bag Number 2: Electric Boogaloo Resurrection Revelations
I’ve been lazing about when it comes to working on things. I mean, I could blame that on anxiety, but there’s only so many times I can do that before I realize that I have no real work ethic. So … Continue reading
LOVE Arc 2 Chapter 4
After the ridiculous crap I went through yesterday, I’d like it if I could spend all day today inside my apartment. Unfortunately, I have work today, so that can’t happen. But I can at least spend most of the day … Continue reading
LOVE Arc 2 Chapter 3
“You know what you just did goes beyond stalking, right?” I turn to face the irritating teen girl who just handcuffed me. She has her right hand deep in the pocket of her shorts, wherein the key to the handcuffs … Continue reading
LOVE Arc 2 Chapter 2
Yet another day, yet another morning of being woken up early by my doorbell. I check my phone to see that once again, she’s come exactly at 8. You know, I like sleeping in and I’m not the kind of … Continue reading